argieArt 2004


a Primer consisting of
rough drafts of
sketchy notes to
the full-time
occasional artist

Name:

another wave on another ocean in another universe at another time

Friday, July 09, 2004

motherhood recursion

.
of
2
such glowing fathers
0
mention made
yet sitting here in
minimal chairs
pleasantly laugh
offhandedly chat
together ( though not of thought or
times’ peculiarities
, rather ) regarding
having at her ripe old age
23
a certain pride
. having
you understand her
daughter at her ripe old age
12
her daughter
extra precocious
ultra recently
given birth
to her granddaughter,
1
year younger than herself
.
or
, if you prefer
she sits here comfortably chatting
convivial at age
11
charm and pride to have
so recently
birthed her darling baby
1
year younger than did her
daughter’s grandmother
, now
23
.

Thursday, July 08, 2004

trivializat iota elder

,
such as these
unaligned noises
; irreverent irrelevant hierarchical imperative prattling
emerge thou random generic
disappointing standard elder
moving at such a broken pace
; pay thus in like kind lack of any kind
, nested in heedlessness
, parenthesized in fraternal structures transgressing
merely trivialized only
somewhat further
diminished ‘til earth do us part
, ripped dirt in particle our stranger
form not unusual abusive universe
, looking out increasingly ready now potted among shards
moving into such a broken place
as though by all upon an outside
we elderly leave you now
; whereat
.
rarely does (such) an Elderly feel particularly so
much looking out ) from now-and-then inside
an outside
(
though in actuality are these two reversed
)
utilizing hiking
, working a small team of men
so engaged along Melding Ridge
verdant heaving grassland, panoramic
emplacement newer infrastructure traversing
elegant spiral tubes within a berm
perfectly saturated purveyors of white
pure plastic panoramas preserved at
great personal cost between High Dias of
Hope and such Ways as
Cross an upper rim of childhood as
repetitive accuracies repeatedly divest
the mind of all wild, utilitarian reductions
a mental realm of air placed solidly
within any such soil of any such way starkly (held) down
a geological trend leading pleasant unraveled grass
hair of she of flaxen tower
, silica summer and a nearly perfect daunting sea nearby in

perpetuity’s gracious rapid precipitations’
diversions, unreserved thief thereof
, abundance her round jiggling quarts of stillness
unthwarted before untoward direction, knowing
in the Time of the Greater Populators – forever fresh
endless resource (though all the rock fish gone forever)
springing artesian upon any available neck of wealth
this branch or that, waters observed amid blurring friction’s
fang or the other two independent curling layers descend
typical scalar glissandi; taffy unfrozen clarified
profusions until giggling quartzen silliness
until . upon contemplation of each cooled clarity
emergent as any aforementioned thus,
subsequent diamond laughter beneath breath
appearing to peer in a famously inward way needing not even
the girding of loins, purest gurgling stillness pure parts water primeval
, one
source welling up engorged as though
, mate
with the other looping sinuous beneath all living wreath
voluptuous stratum of nicety, of verity, of although merely
a likelihood, childhoods’ survivals now pretended,
erasure of all fountainheads so condemned along childhood’s
creative font free thus of fear inexpressible
unforged guilt forever forgotten for
.
the word is borderline, to express such concern
to align in such a manner affirming such a contraption
borderline, surcease, sedition to presumed unknowable leader
, such a band as we
, swiping assets of luxury upon hungry trough and tribe
, employees of our lovely fief
; Entropy please and speak not of our deep perversions
this post-primeval everyone-has-their-price
.
thus hear me out no longer
, forging graceless sly ahead for
naught has e’er been said ‘xcepting this
particular unanointed embarrassment
. unmanly all such concerns
taken not in consideration of payment
; long ago decided such hawks and vultures
swerving DNA looping molten air, deeply
shrinking unwound amid forgotten rituals
, diminishment in exclusion
, surgings one and forever ‘gainst fringes
such a frank and lovely valley
, meadows wildly reciprocate encroached
( of one voice voicing
unimportant concerns,

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

drifting amid a saltier light

.
yore
so soon
door-to-door outlaw
your viewing pleasure, the state,
mere statistician pleasant fellow
in a sense a sorcerer
, our competitor don’t
you love me gatherer for the hive
don’t quite get him wrong; please pearlescent follow
quiet foreign through lands
gauged thus marvelous collecting
more personal informations amid vestibules
not my fault though
small asian city vaster, more beastly
unnumbered narrow street
nor laundry list though roofs turn up
thus to drape such
wires arrayed, speaking in
hungrier tongues more randomly quaint
poles nailed down each ancient boulevard
shimmering yes we need perforce information
beyond this mere count 50% the prior content
shoes lounging upon labile doorway in through there
pearlescent foam 20/3 billion children at the end of days laze
, having played, or are playing as though in streets constructed
merely to protect all compliance
impending adulthood shall experience listen carefully to answer
most sincerely thus prevent or strangely reinvent
any issue whatsoever, that of itself considered the summation
of one self, our utterly ultra untragical one, coursing as though
through outflow of the state
of neuronal being private petite
entertainments all coming along just now as though
playing with our computers don’t you love them
? and, searching for security in seven states of matter, or
us thugs going along happily and subdued playfully yes
infinitely willing like this plugging
eyeballs into cathode ray tubes any size sans
infantile interactions trickle into this distant now
so dearly beloved we adulthood gather thus to form
a new end to arise despite any departing desperate independent
cessations, passing plumbing, training not to in any way
impugn or despise minds’ brief causal link-formed orbitals
entrained in moment this reification our strange oblique communion
; that’s all apparent now
.
and despite entirely pleasant you
know unamusing compliance dodge city although pleasant
rakes in fall lazily mulch
rake trees’ branched journeys
strewn along forgotten arroyos
, strewn along temporary streams amid nibs of pens
a vale of death or any other forgotten land
air’s smooth scrolling inversion inserts forms of action
intentions of arrival;
beauty-enshrouded lips nibbled upon munch or her
laughing lightning-bolts his electric form
frozen upon the windier of her friendly waves,
trough formation wending amid
desires unheated though lightly browned
, a sauce of firm determinations bored
, gathered together by leaves wrapped now
ascertain whether such an answer exists
to any question subsequently arisen
, falling into a state of trance

, of graceful jujitsu until all unbound askings of (it)self
?
“Yes,” as though asked
, pertaining to a penetrating sampling
, "Where have your electrons been today
? Which neurons
? When
? and other such helpful prosthetic
devices amok amid stereo optics
, stereo audiotics
, our stereo haptics intervene to attract unto you once again vaguely unremitting
perfect private training as, unmoving,” flip through yet another perfect martial aerial walkover
across couch back
frozen handstands of the middle air
a covey taken to sudden flight
arising from the shoulders of giants just past the boulders
guarding a burning bush
having taken cover as though
. in this sense having just now become
perfect warrior you always were
game to gauge an imagined divinity
fight for all that has been stated as right yet
, for all that, nonetheless adequately
Divine. For it so
happens that we are precisely those children of yore
; though somewhat older
.

SUICIDE

in bold block letters written
by and thrust aloft
by two good hands assumed to be yours
, directing mind'’s forearms'’
forewarnings. as though grooves have brains and
any such message clear enough although
with so many manipulations yet remaining
among us
in the scheme of ( ...
no one tells me what not
to measure myself,
to compare myself,
to do ... ) things striving
on without
you seem to think we can make it without
you leave behind this most dramatic statement quite small about
, a placard in implied parades
, an astounding
, a singularly strangely cleverly apolitical
statement at some slight risk of casting dappled or
, if you prefer to
have it your way which
( ... you'’ll be sent back
, you know, from any implied paradise
read the fine print
each time amid ever-worsening
circumstances impaled upon
what you take to be you
... ) are cubes of water frozen by
magical contraptions or the other way around
, rectilinear shadows among random thorns
outrageous to bind a forehead so
adequately noble, throbbing temples
of a life . sure, let'’s call it
sacred, or label it
utterly unbearable
, as though the gloves have taken
it upon themselves
to remove their
two good hands.
.

migration of tears ellipsis



although there is no one strolling
it suits your beauty that
occassional audience
inside a sky
wet sand weaving
any growing strand of footprints
despite a similar hungry surf, recollects how
vague harvest of statues
this year mostly in rubber gloves
as birds of cinnamon
rain moist miniscule thoughts along
veins of roses, dense forgotten fogs over
each such sweating sextet observed very
moment entwined amid
kneeling upon grave and unknown knoll
playing vigorous rhapsodies, smooth autumnal hymns
sans musicians. for
it suits your mind that
water flows upward as
smoke and branches, curious each about that other fragrance
although, excuse me
i don't mean to observe
she shakes out the banks beneath
any mighty river happening to be filled amid stars over
flowing to
redemption, or
anything similar to
her sleepy-mouthed
open kisses, merely a moist pleasant dream of
finality

Monday, July 05, 2004

taming the wrapping

.
collegial friends make
a very nice primordial installation
(a very nice game, writing upon brown
wrapping paper clad fine art)
is not yet set up; although entirely in progress
practicing italian most articulate,
operatic particulars
.

.
jot down upon my skin
i am of course elegantly
over-dressed, silk suit, unsurprised
extractions of small insect
,

,
not quite
in toto
in the wild
any more
.